diary
1/2/25
i made this site1/3/25
i made this page. it is very ugly right now but i'm still learning. i'm trying to learn more and live more, and maybe maintaining this site will help with this goal?1/5/25
it is 2:23am! i went to work today (technically yesterday?) and made a little bit of money. i initially planned to go rollerskating later today, but pokemon go community day is at the same time i planned to skate, and i guess i'd rather play pogo. i really need to finally use the beads i bought from hobby lobby the other day, and i need to finish up this site's bare essentials.1/6/25
i went thrifting today and got two pairs of jeans for eleven dollars. one is a little tight and the other is a little too baggy, but that's fine. i'm starting katawa shoujo tonight. tomorrow i'm going to see my aunt, and then i have a bunch of laundry to do. yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1/7/25
i have school tomorrow, how sad. anywho, i went to my aunt's house and finally beat the vr port of resident evil 4, my favorite game ever. seeing as i've owned that game ever since it came out...which was like 3-4 years ago...it's really been a long time coming. i'm just bad at playing vr games, i guess. i wouldn't say i'm out of shape, but still, playing a vr game (especially such a stressful and intense horror game as re4) is really taxing on my body. i'm always motion sick and sore and achey and dealing with a headache by the time its over. but that doesn't stop it from being fun. tomorrow after school i'm going to go to the public library and scan some of my cd booklets. i'm making a collage with lyrics i like. i will update on how it goes tomorrow.2/9/25
wow, it has been a long time! my favorite person/situationship/psuedolover/silly autistic guy i loved cut me off, my world is falling apart. i will live. i started playing pokemon black 2 two days ago and i already have all 8 gym badges. my current team: ajax (samurott) lv. 38 cybil (zebstrika) lv. 40 wyatt (flygon) lv. 50 wesley (cobalion) lv. 49 chellie (crobat) lv. 36 darmanitan (one of n's pokemon) lv. 50 not very even, clearly. i like this game and i like pokemon and i like living. i have a cold but its ok.2/12/25
huuuuuraaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh. yesterday i tested positive for the flu im burning a cd as i type this it has the entirety of kink's tsunami on it + a few design19 songs ^_^3/2/25
i have a girlfriend now still havent finished black 2. on that elite 4 grind i need to clean my room Bad my car is acting weird at the moment so. Havent been driving it. Prayers3/16/25
my car's mass air flow sensor went bad so i had to order a new one still havent beaten black 2 oh my dear, make me laugh. shut the lights off, be just what you feel.3/27/25
i am so embarrassing! my car still isnt fixed we ran into a new problem randomly and we dont know what the problem. we replaced the mass air flow sensor but now every time i crank my car the fan under the hood turns on and starts running loud and fast as fuck. my dad ordered a new fan relay so i hope we can fix it together. if that doesnt work then im afraid my car just might be fucked. Just Kidding everything's ok i promise i swear it'll all be ok. i am cruel i am gentle i can make you laugh don't think about the past, it's always there anyway i will never die ANYWHO im hyperfixating on yugioh. last time i did, i was 13. specifically im obsessed with yami bakura. i impulse-purchased his nendoroid and just got it in the mail. im so happy. he's so cute i want his official plush and the manga next.
4/1/25
this site is so terribly boring. it makes me sad. i must overhaul it soon. my car is alright now. i've been driving it around lately.